VPA monsters and naps and stuffs

where i ask the internet for things and it mostly works in strange bizarre ways VPA #! Monsters

please go away or tell me what you need so this terrible lethargy can leave. i am tired of being unresponsive, uninspired and unslept.

what i am willing to do

• try to nap

• listen and change what i can change

• walk

• flail around a bit

• feed you-what do you want monster? stop sitting on me!

VPA #@ i want to be able to nap again

i used to be able to take a quick nap in the day-now i either lay there and get grumpy or sleep too long and wake up a zombie

what i would like

• ease

• sleep

what i am willing to do

• put myself to bed everyday for a brief rest

• take a book in case sleep is not happening

• be ok with the grumpy-maybe this is just me getting caught up with the sleep

VPA ## help with the belief in exponential growth

so i reached a landmark this month in my business and now i am a) a bit afraid i am going to somehow blow it all up and b) that all these other things i am growing are never going to bloom

what i need

• a validation and or sign from that interest is there

• yippee yay yay's

• something to move-just a tiny bit

• stories of other peoples success-point me and i will read

what i am willing to do

• stop digging up my projects

• finish things so other things can bloom

• believe in the piece of me that trusts and give her a place to talk

• talk to my future self that is 2 steps ahead and ask for advices

• dance, walk, cry, cheer-all of it

VPA#$  movement and exchange

i have these slips and i want them to go away so i can buy more and make them go away-but i am stuck

i also have this faery post that needs a filling up

what i want:

the permission slip ladies to find homes

ways this could happen

• magic

• Havi has talked about them tonnes but no one is buying

• a saint could come up and help me better photograph them so you can easily see the awesome

• tell me why you hesitate and i will address that so to make it easy to go away

what i want

20 people to sign up for the year long post-not the month long post although 20 people can also sign up for the month long post

what i am willing to do

• talk about it

• figure out hosting a call

• point people to the facebook page where faeries babble so they can see how cool it is for free

• just be tired and stop trying and let the faeries fill this up-my job is to do what they tell me and i am not doing it.