the door is expensive

we had a celebratory moment yesterday when we thought the insurance was giving us too much to cover our door and that we could make some small safety improvements to our other doors with that money. today we learned different.

lame is me no wait... i am brilliant!  and all these tasks and complications are superior zen patience builder exercises.

visualize the door.

the answer to "how "is yes.

follow the path.

i shall be sitting here making phone calls and practicing my zen self control and anger and frustration diffusion.

the frustrating thing is that if i had enough money i'd already have a new door, now i may have to wait until december. why is that? how is that fair? yes.

the answer to how is yes.

zen

with a bit of ninja tucked in.