um so not prepared to do this but here we go the hard
integrating and coming back to reality after spending 4 days at Camp with awesomeness
sleeping a lot
seeing patterns and not doing anything different
camp! camp was amazing there were faeries and pirates and ducks and signing russians and evils cackles and so much more!
being woken up at 4 am to a snuggly kitty who sat on me a purred for 3 hours straight while i tried to sleep through the rumbling (she missed me while i was at camp)
hope for things to come
evil plans are brewing
sometimes, even though you see the pattern, and you see the way out... you still might need to sit there for a bit longer and just be ok with it.